My life has changed a lot since I rejoiced the end of the torturous stress of finals.
Starting up school has threw me into a panic mode of unsteadiness. I was not ready to go. The first semester went well for myself. I might have taken less credits than I wanted too, but that is fine with me: I have never been a fan of school anyway.
Why am I scared for this semester? Because I have different sense. An unknown. I am uncertain as classes get more challenging.
Over break I thought a lot. I hung out with my friends almost everyday and they provided me with a blanket, even after things did not go my way.
But yes, I thought a lot. My brain is bouncing back between what I want to do in the future and what I am on track with doing right now.
Stressful is the word I would use. I cannot seem to make my mind up with my silly impulsive brain.
I am going with the flow and hoping for the best.
School is still torturous to me but I do not have to sneak out of the house anymore!
-School is like tripping up the stairs and spilling your books everywhere. It is painful and it makes you feel stupid.-
I give you lots of credit, Micah! Sticking with something (even when it is something that is difficult) is an excellent quality. School, no doubt, is frustrating. There are the papers, assignments, finals, and STRESS! The great thing about college is that it allows you to dabble about with things that might be of interest. You like music? Try some music-centered classes. Perhaps considering a career that is related would be advantageous. Try things out. Relax (I know...easier said than done). It all works out in the end--trust me. Don't discount your impulsive brain--it might end up being your best friend and take you down a career path that you will love.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad to have you back on board for another semester of CWS.